Do you ever feel really ugly ? Like you can’t think of one thing about yourself that is decent looking.
Well, that’s me tonight. Lately, I have not had a care in the world if people viewed me as pretty or ugly. Usually, you go the restroom and as you’re washing your hands you can’t help but look into the mirror and fix yourself because.. let’s face it, you are going to find something wrong with you. Well, I made a promise to myself awhile ago to stop looking in the mirror when in a public restroom or even in public at all. I’m sure I look fine. I think this is one of the main reasons why i have felt so much better about myself.
I feel good about myself but sometimes I feel terrible. “I’m not skinny enough” “My jaw is crooked” “I have an ugly smile” “My eyebrows suck” But then sometimes I can look in the mirror and think to myself “WOW! I have lost so much weight since dating Scott” “I like my outfit today” “My teeth are straight!” Now, I’m not one to be wearing the latest fashion trends, piling on the makeup, or doing crazy things with my hair. I am a “Plain Jane.” And that’s okay with me. I am happy.
Of course sometimes I don’t feel pretty enough, what person doesn’t? Sometimes I don’t even think about my looks.. they are simply forgotten and that… that is when I am truly happy.
Yesterday’s fun. 7•23•14
One year ago today I went to a concert with the guy I had the biggest crush on. And a year later i am happily in love with him.
His gift to me 💛